Warning..the next paragraph will be a paragraph of pure anger and jealousy.
Why is it, no matter how much I assume somethings good for me, it ends up hurting me, or making me cry, or forcing me to sit at home on the sofa and watch christmas films with my parents whilst my mum cries at the little girl forgetting christmas etcetc. I'll tell you why. Because God doesn't like to see me happy. Ever. Whenever one amazing thing/person in this case comes along, makes me feel like the happiest girl in the world, makes me feel like a princess, it all comes crashing down on me like a ton of bricks. Not even an inbox back! And why is it, one person always has to ruin it! No matter how hard I try with this ridiculous situation, they'll do exactly the same thing they did to me to another, and it bloody well hurts inside to know I'm not the only 'princess'.
Jealousy is a cruel feeling, don't let it take you over like I have.
Anyway, rants over, SNOWS MELTING. yayyy, I still want to make my snowman though, so I'll put a picture on tonight :) Should really start getting ready after I do this, Charlotte will be here at 12 so yeah, need to sort myself out as I look like the bride of frankenstien. I left my makeup at Katies last night so I'm praying to God that I don't see anyone I know today, however knowing my luck with God, I'll see everyone. I left my ballet tights at school and my exams on sunday. Dayyyyyyym, dunno what I'm gunna do, and Dalbys messed up my leotard order, so they gave me a 2 and a half, instead of a five, yeah, lets give a grown adolesance a leotard meant for a 5 year old, shall we? CLEVER ONES. Dykes.
Anyway, as you can probably tell, I'm in a dreadful mood :/
Maybe a shower will cheer me up
Lataaaaaaaaaaaaa x
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